October 🧡

10.1.24

Ahhhh! yay.

It is now the 10th month of the year. The best month, why is that you ask? I’m not 100% sure actually because October holds some of the best days but also the worst days. The high highs and lowest lows of my life. I guess the best days outshine the bad ones besides I don’t look back to relive the moments but to remember what I don’t want to repeat and then to take the good times and repurpose them in the current moments.

This is the time of year everything starts to cool off and slow down and in a sense die off in the northern hemisphere. It sounds kind of dismal putting it that way. However, it is the time of year that I personally feel most alive, besides it is spring in the southern hemisphere, the Earth is balancing out when you take a wide look.

How strange would it be to live in the northern hemisphere in the fall months then also go to live in the southern hemisphere in the fall months? So you get double the season. I wonder if there are people who do that just to skip a season they dislike?

Anyways, what else have I got for you today…here is an old drawing I did it says 1993 on it, so I was thirteen. Along with my dragon Isachu, (can’t find ‘Isachu’ drawing) I drew this one at the same time on the same type of paper at my kitchen table in my parents house all in the same day. Both Isachu and Hangestu were this type of dragon but Isachu had wide open chaotic eyes and a vibrating body rearing up, where as Hangestu has a half closed eye sleepy chill look with his body loose and flowing. Hangestu- now I didn’t know if that was is a name, or even an actual word I don’t know, I just heard it in my head and wrote it down. I’m going to go look now. BRB.

😳 No fucking way. It does mean something. Reminder, I had no internet in 1993. lol. The library was also more challenging then, a pain that some of you never have or will experience.

That is just too crazy especially, with shotokan karate reference which played a part in my life too, right after this in a way, people who actually know me will know why... I swear I didn’t know that or ever come to know that until now. How interesting! I did start seeing a lot of sculptures after this of dragons holding orbs.

I also drew a fan art picture of adult Gorbash at that time, from the animated movie ‘Flight of Dragons.” 😂 I love that movie, almost as much as The Last Unicorn.

Yeah, I guess today was a double art post day in a way. Check out Flight of Dragons if you’ve never seen it is worth watching. I never drew Smurgle or the other dragons, sometimes I think I’ll eventually draw Bryagh. He was the bad dragon but I still have a soft spot for him, lol. Is it bad of me to say he was my favorite 🥴 why I am like this? Maybe eventually, in my doodle journal which I really need to get back to in dreamwork month….

I’ll be back in awhile, have a great day! Mauh!Smack! 💋 😂

My nail polish has arrived and ‘Nocturne’ is on my fingers now but the camera won’t focus…

Need a mid day refresher? I did it…

6pm

Well, a solar flare is incoming now it has been upgraded to X 7.15 but not updated on this website yet.

Well, Ken Page died yesterday, now I feel bad about my Nightmare before Christmas video. The actual song in the video was the Oogie boogie one, but I silenced it and played What’s This through IG instead. I know that is silly, I shouldn’t feel bad, I love that movie, but the day after I posted it he died which is weird…yet not weird. Still, so sorry to hear about Ken and I send love and 🙏🏻 to his family.