On and off and on and off

9.19.24

Good afternoon, I happened to spend most of this morning in meditation trying to feel right. Working on breath, I’ve been clearing my throat and coughing a lot today. Must be a throat chakra upgrade happening. Better sleep overnight and I did have a fun dream.

This morning has been a very fluctuating day of being connected to the internet and then not connected with no explanation as to why. COX internet is about as reliable as comcast! Lol. All they say is, “we are aware you have an outage in your area, we are working to fix it, we will text updates“, and it always just comes back on without text or explanation, and cycle continues through the day.

So…the fish truck is in town, but I resisted. I just feel it would make me feel gross. I’m trying to feel good. I just finished lunch which I went with McAlister‘s Deli today, I got the regular size spicy turkey melt. I think it is my favorite sandwich from there that I’ve tried. I know I should make more home foods. I will try harder, I did make gluten free organic pasta (ziti) in an arribiata sauce with chunks for red bell pepper and hatch chile last night for dinner. Of course yesterday’s dinner is also today’s dinner 😂. But today I’m going to add feta cheese to the leftovers and bake it. I choose feta because it is a little better for me, I think it cooks well, it doesn’t really melt but it browns. I just can’t get myself to eat really chewy stringy cheese right now, besides I already had some Swiss on the sandwich.

I’ve made much art this week, that I’m quite happy with, some will be part of next Tuesdays post. Today I want to fix my mountain goat so I can stop thinking about how I need to finish it. Tomorrow or Saturday get my Halloween tote out of storage and decorate for Halloween. Feels strange to say because it is nintey fucking one degrees out still! Still! Here!? Is this Florida? I thought it was Kansas.

After much thought I have decided to keep it to two costumes this year. To make the third was going to probably cost me about $50. I can’t justify that. O‘well next year. Throughout all this I didn’t even think about what Chimmie was going to be. Totally forgot, and it’s her birthday. She’ll be 4! Wow. She still plays with toys too, which is surprising. I should get her something fun.

I’m going to continue researching b12 deficiency, been reading some Harvard papers looking for anything I’ve not already heard before. Ugh.

I’ll be back 😎

3:57pm

Well…how did I do? I like it actually with what I had to work with I’ll go back in a few days and put rhinestones in the flower middles but I just want it to set for now. Yay! All is not lost.

9:18pm

Here is a peek of my new wallpaper… 😈. I like that blurring effect, looks cool that way too.

This is not a new costume this is pose and art only.