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Feelin snacky and analytical

11.23.24

Good morning. FB reminded me this is the anniversary of breaking my toe almost a decade ago. I picked a different FB memory pic to share. Last year, when moving was getting real. This is my first Thanksgiving here in Manhattan, anyone else in a place for the first time for the holidays? I miss looking at the mountains, but I have to remind myself this is a transition period, and I’ll be where I want to be soon no more small moves saving up for the big one! I just have to remember to be happy now. Nobody else has to understand where I want to be. There are places you belong you’ve never been to yet. Trust it.

There’s an explanation of why I look like this, I was asked for a picture immediately upon opening the gift, so I was unprepared.

I slept over night to rain sounds and it really knocked me out. I’m feeling good today. Hope everyone is well. It is getting colder here, but no snow yet.

I had Qdoba last night, I’ve been on this quesadilla kick lately. This time I tried it with the Cholula chicken, w/elote corn and pickled onion and jalapenoes. I also got a side of the hottest salsa (still not hot to me 🤣) and the verde. I’m having leftovers of that for lunch. I think I’m having lasagna tomorrow for dinner, I haven’t done that this year. I did have chicken tikka masala the other day forgot to post it, with mashed potatoes and naan.

It was good but still didn’t have my go to sauce from Saffron Road. I’m sure I’ll be doing the turkey thing later in the week. I’m also getting the whole Crumbl box with 5 pies and one cookie. That is different and exciting. I usually make a crumble top mixed berry pie or a marshmellow cheescake pie but now I won’t, lol. Maybe at Christmas I’ll do the marshmallow pie, it’s so good!

Well I guess I’m hungry because it’s all I can think about. Lol. So be back later. If you need a nap…this is amazing.

I don’t know what happened today, lol. I apologize, I’m still integrating energy of this years sunbursts spiritually and trying to also cater to my b6 toxic issue that takes logic. That is alchemy, lol, trying to merge spirituality and logic is very difficult, especially for an intj female, which I am deprogramming the personality type out of me. Deciphering what is what from what 🤣 ya know? God! all while trying to stay creative. I have added some stuff to my b6 post so go check it out if you’re also concerned about your body’s toxicity level. At the end there is a story of one persons recovery. I resonate so much with the way she talks, it is how I also talk most of the time. When you guys get a voiceover from me I’m in very high vibe monotone state, so you might not ever have noticed How tongue tied I can get. It’s like her brain fires out info faster than her mouth can get it out, and also how she gets repetative. It’s one reason I don’t like being on camera speaking. When I was much worse off, I’d say words that came to mind that I didn’t mean to say at all, like I’d be talking and all of a sudden a word would pop and interrupt my sentence and I’d stop because I’d catch it, like wtf was that? Lol, and I’d forget what I was even talking about in the first place. Anyways, that is what’s been up to today. She has some good tips I’m going to write down and maybe I should stay off the magnesium for awhile or cut it out for a few days to see how I feel. My ankles are tight today, and my hand fell asleep when I took a nap. Skin burns so that’s those sensory nerves waking up 😮‍💨. It shall pass everything will reverse out of my body and I will make a full recovery. Better than I was before it happend! Right? Right!

I don’t know if I’m right but I cannot help but think this is part of people turning into actual zombies you guys. For real, all the homeless people strung out and unable to walk or wake up may not just be street drugs…b6 toxic causing deficiency as well, the symptoms are mirrored in both directions…it’s in everything these days in America, we are being poisoned by our food system, thats not fear talk that is the truth! I’m thinking we’ll be getting into the thick of it soon now that Pluto is in Aquarius the truth is coming. B6 toxicity attacks all nerve types, it literally will paralyze your limbs! Stay awake to it! keeep one ear perked.

I’m going to eat again it’s been 8 hrs. I literally forgot. Then I’m going watch some videos and unwind. Until tomorrow…

ooh hey 🤣, I forgot to tell you, I went back in time and bought a mini boom box in bright pink! So I don’t have to play cds through my blueray player anymore. It’s cute.