Self Care Sunday
1.5.25
It is the dead of winter outside. Brrrrrrrr. About a foot of snow, the street is gone. The wind is kicking up now, I think until about 2 pm. The road crew will have a hell of a time clearing roads today, probably a lost cause when the wind blows every which way. Definitely a day to forget the outside. Baking a chicken this afternoon. I‘m sure by Tuesday things will start to go back to normal.
So…in the meantime, working on art. The top of my feet are very stiff, trying to forget about it a little. Want a peek? 🫣. No 🤭 not at my feet, trust me you don’t want to see the feet! I made this super bright snake for the lunar new year.
So I guess you could say it brings some life to the wintertime. Lol.
I don’t have much to say, yet, lol. I‘ll be back in a bit.
Oh wait….I do have a rant. 😂 I‘ve put it off for awhile but I think it’s time to speak. I ‘ll just copy paste it as I already wrote it elsewhere.
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I wrote on 9.1.2024
People want a debate, here is my two cents
Ai art- Is it art, the never ending story…
Some will hate it, I don’t care 🤷🏻♀️, lol.
Ai is an inspirational tool 🪄
“Using a generator (god), you alchemically create your image from the subconscious collective (2D) of possible ideas with your words. Actually we’ve always done this but now it’s digital. It is the merging of your god self superconscious (5D) and subconscious (2D) collective, then in turn consciously create something unique to you by adding your specific ego mind (3D life).
The generator (god) gives you possibilities to choose from that it thinks (yes thinks) you want. You can then select your image of choice and add your conscious (mindful) creation into it. For an example you dislike creating backgrounds for your subjects and don’t feel like using a photograph. Ai is a friend because it can create it for you in no time then add your subjects and special touches. That is conscious (mindful) creation because you will it into existence already knowing what it is you are looking for. In turn, if the artist then takes that image and prints it out and uses it to create 3D paintings that is most certainly art, it was all your own creation with the help of generator (god) aka your own superconscious mind in tandom with the subconscious digital 2d web of ideas we access via computers we as humans have created through the superconscious mind. If you wanna get fancy human is the artificial intelligence of god.
So…as you had to move it from the generator (god) supercomputer part of your mind mix it with the subconscious collective mind (2D) give it a 1-2 shake, see what it came up with, then pick a baseline, and add your own personal artististic flare. That is yours, you made it in multiple layers of consciousness and brought it to life yourself. That is being multidimensional, everything already exists, you are the alchemist moving shit around making it your own. Do happy dance or cry about it, it’s entirely up to you. Mic drop 🤣.”
4PM
There is a welcoming break in the intense energy as you see in the stitching here we can take a moment to integrate, it. Not going to lie the energy has been a pendulum in a way. I’m getting super hot waves of loving energy especially chest upwards, I know where it comes from, I appreciate it.
Last night complete opposite vibe before bed, a friend who committed suicide popped into my mind because it was the day of, many years ago, and I spiraled down a little. I think I’ve finally broke that guilt cycle last night, though. I let her go, I can no longer beat myself up over not seeing the signs, like I told myself I should have, which no, I couldn’t have known, nobody did. I apologized for the last time and I think she would want that. I know she would never have wanted me to be sad this long. I do not feel the same about death as I did then…I guess I just look back and think if only I wasn’t in such a hurry all the time or took the time to really listen I would’ve detected it and been able intervene. Egoic chatter, shoulda coulda woulda right…it’s not even about me. I’m going to cleanse my energy, selfcare…so I can keep getting the love waves.