The deeper look pt. 2
9.11.24
Enjoy a different type of post. Although…this will probably only be interesting for my spiritual people, broadly spiritual not religous. It will sound crazier than usual! Then again if you don’t love that about me whatcha doin’ here? This chapter is my personal journey, what is yours? Get to work on your Astro charts to help you on your soul journey in this lifetime.
Michelle D Knight
A friendly reminder from part 1
“We all start out in the dark, shedding layers of illusion before the soul shine. Click on out if you don’t believe in the soul or anything outside of the physical box of existence with intentions only to troll me, you are not ready yet.“
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How it’s been vs. how it’s going
The first half of my life major arcana players, set but now overcome, they are still in the game, but are now on the bench. How it’s been 🥵.
*The illusion
“Oh she’s the devil, she’s a lil bad bitch she’s a rebel with her foot on the pedal…” catchy tune but…never me. Don’t judge a book by its cover, as even the devil has positive attributes to learn from even upright. I try and stay on the brighter side of tarot, even when some hands dealt are more…challenging. As this one is pretty rough, but I am greatful for all that has happened in my life to this point.
Sun, Moon, ASC
North node: Fate
Second half of my existence on earth this go around, major players. How it’s going…🤩. The Teacher goes within after learning everything the hard way in the physical world. The life path fades as the soul path materializes and merges the two to benefit the soul and the whole.
A new song illuminates the hidden paths of self, in my ego death, remember just because you can’t see it doesn’t mean it isn’t there, look at my feature art work for the shadow and the sunbeam. Song picked after the fact!
So…to look at it in terms of Major Arcana set placements, for the second half of my life entails the following. Strength overcomes the Devil, the Lovers transcend Death and the Star rises from the Chariot. The Hermit in solitude becomes a true Emperor. Taking what I’ve learned and applying it to knowing thyself inside out, to become the selfless and unconditionally loving unbridled optimistic side of the Ram. Yes believe it or not, Aries does have that side. Battle ready, but only battles against the heart, battles of logic are not worth the fight. They are fearless, passionate and the bravest sign of the zodiac.
*The truth
True Sun, True Moon, True ASC
North Node: Destiny
LIONHEART
…and the light codes shine ever on, pushing me to write and create out of my comfort zone. What is sleep anyway , we don’t sleep anymore we power cat nap, it’s okay I can reach a very comfortable state with alpha waves and be alert enough to be creative and still go through body recovery. I know I bitch and moan a lot but I am strong, I’m gonna be here on Earth a little while longer as I materialize my soul journey.
I thought it was time to come back to the second part of this topic of pulling the soul journey forward and the let the ego mind journey rest. Of course we are utilizing both maps. I really needed to revisit this and remind myself especially right before this powerful eclipse that my ‘ego mind life‘ journey ended in Capricorn season last year, but my body forgot that. When I wrote that poem “A time to rest”. In a way, I did die, the part of me that saw life primarily as only the physical plane experience because it is where the body is, but this stage of my life I’m in celestial embodiment pulling the soul journey to the frontline. I’ve let my seagoat rest as she graduated and retired, putting the ego mind in the backseat (she hates that). This is where I breathed life into Leo letting the lioness out to take charge guiding me from this point forward and she’s in the drivers seat, but not in an egoistic way, in the the lionhearted way, with my Gemini moon in the passenger seat navigating the way through as clear and unconfusing as a moon can through the hidden dark roads of the heart. That is a dynamic duo. Where Capricorn and Leo are not the most agreeable with each other. Leo is Capricorn’s the worst match, but at the same time have so much to learn from each other, I’m sure my Capricorn sun will ask to drive, the little devil on my back, lol. Also in the back seat is my natal Scorpio moon, she just wants out of the car because she’s a loner but does love a good mystery. My ascendending natal sign Cancer is now replaced by Aquarius (opposite of Leo, lol) as the sign people would guess I am by my public presence. Aries is the north node and I have five Aries placements! I still have to wrap my head around all this, I’m trying to paint the picture as characters in my mind which is why I used the car as the vehicle of travel. Do I have multiple personalities or what! No, no, it’s just my challenging astro charts and divine timing.
Spirit apparently likes to watch my soul growth. Capricorn is so far from Leo in most every way of course it took decades. I didn’t really think about it in part 1, but now that I’m a cat of sorts I can walk easier through dimensions. Why didn’t Glorifindel remind me of that? Because he is a cat, and they don’t ever give you a straight answer right…😂, and he’s orange.
lol, I was just reminded of that Mastodon video were this cat goes on a little…spiked milk adventure…I’ll add it because its so funny and also horrifying please watch it. The lyrics though…them deeeeep!
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