We are a soul having a human experience

Hello and happy Friday,

I have been behind the scenes here working hard on a divinity post but I am having a hard time getting to the point. When I look back through this year and how much I’ve grown on my own spiritual journey, it is almost overwhelming.  With that said trying to cram in all I have learned in the last four years or so is not really working for one post.  Much of what has already taken place is outdated! As this year is progressing the sheer amount of upgrades, downloads, visions, dreams, updating the codes of the collective awakening. This is good of course, it’s just a lot to absorb. Then to also navigate it on an individual scale, since we all are connected, but on different roads to reach the same destination at different paces.

Everything I write starts to feel outdated already and needing to fall away to evolve. I look back on past things I’ve written and shake my head because it is all different now. I see things a little differently everyday, because everything does change constantly. It is as fascinating and beautiful as it is anything negative.  Funny enough, today I pulled the change card this time from the sacred geometry deck it is number 12, and from the other deck I pulled doubt, again!! 🤣. I mean…yeah. I hear you, release doubt, embrace change, I know, on this journey you have to, or just admit yourself to the near psych ward. To numb yourself with meds.  Anyone listening…that is a joke, please don’t, this is a gift!! Even if it feels painful at times. You can’t get off the rollercoaster, you can distort the experience, by slowing it down or speeding it up, or lie to yourself and say, “I’m not on a rollercoaster”, but you can’t go backwards or stop, and denying it doesn’t change that fact that your on a rollercoaster. I’m certain you’ll probably throw up a few times along the way, on the loopty-loops. For me I'll change the rollercoaster to the tilt-a-whirl, I dislike that ride.  There you have it, a spiritual awakening summary in one run-on sentence 🤣. I am trying to be lighthearted here, I know many of you on this journey have lost your sense of humor depending on where you're at, it's gonna be okay. We are all going to be okay, say it out loud 3x.

So I don’t know when I’ll get around to posting that entry, since all we have is now. At this moment, now more than ever do I desire to journal. I haven’t actually purchased more of them yet but I feel super guided to get on it. The flashes of what could come for me personally has been really interesting. I take these visions as a guide. No voice is talking me through this part, it’s a silent movie, I am trying to figure out how to get there. Alas, I need to be okay with not having all the answers revealed to me yet, and have faith it will work out the way it should. Thank you spirit for the doubt card emphasis.

I feel energized again after feeling really weak and heavy  before the solstice came through. I am seeing some things so differently, and I am filled with lots of positive feelings right now. Trying to capture that  feeling into words and art is escaping me at this second. Maybe soon in the future it’ll all come to me. But right now, I’m watching the wildlife in my yard and drinking lemonade and smiling. So I’m going to do that for now. Take care, I appreciate you, so much love, and I’ll probably be back soon to write again.

Love is truth ♾️